Ugh Jorge

Well work still sucks and I never have time to update this anymore. I’m currently looking for another job, but not quite sure what I want to do yet. I am also considering buying a house. I probably should buy the house before I get a new job, but we’ll see which comes first.

This weekend I haven’t done too much so far. Right now I’m waiting for Paco to come home so we can go car shopping finally. He’s supposed to buy a new car tonight, but this process has already gone on for over two weeks, so I won’t be surprised if it doesn’t happen tonight.

Ugh… I just got a random phone call from my ex Jorge. I haven’t talked to him since March 24, 2006. Pity, it was almost a year and then he had to go and ruin it. I didn’t recognize the number, and stupidly I answered it. I didn’t recognize the voice either, so he was trying to be all chatty and I cut him off quick and asked who it was. When he said his name I really had to think about it to figure out who it was. I asked him why he was calling me and he said, “Because it’s been a long time since we’ve talked.” So I told him, “There’s probably a reason for that.” Then he had the nerve to ask me, “Why are you being such a bitch?” so I told him, “Because you are always such a mess.” He told me goodbye and hung up.

The reason I cut him off was because he threw a drink on my friend Jeff, at Jeff’s apartment, while celebrating Jeff’s birthday. And there was really no reason for it, he wasn’t even provoked! Then he tried to get aggressive with me in the car as I was taking him home because I was furious with him and did not want to talk to him.

Every time I forgive him and try to make up with him, he does something equally stupid and I cut him off for months, then just forgive him again. I have no desire to forgive him again. It’s just a stupid cycle that won’t ever end unless I stop it.

Yesterday I did some rearranging in my apartment and re-potted some plants. I need to take better care of my plants, but it is so inconvenient when there is no water spout on my balcony. I hate having to keep going back into the kitchen to fill up the watering cans. If I could just pick up a hose and water, I would be much better about doing it.

I’m so hungry. Paco isn’t off for another 20 minutes, then it’ll take him 40 minutes to get home. UGH. I need food.