It's Celine Dion!

It’s my breaktime and I don’t feel like working, and unfortunately don’t have a choice in that matter.

I’m listening to my Celine Dion playlist. I know… she’s all cheese and chest pounding. I’ve got 26 songs in this playlist that I’ve rated 4 and 5 stars. Just like with my recent rediscovery of Mariah, I’m rediscovering all these great Celine songs that I had forgotten. And before anyone decides to inform me, I already know that I like the worst and cheesiest pop music ever… and I willingly admit it.

Ok, two people have asked me why I’m dressed up today. I’m wearing cowboy boots, a huge gold buckle, tight black wranglers, and a long sleeve shirt. How does that equal dressed up? Dale just added that she likes that I come to work different all the time, “sometimes you look like a geek, sometimes you’re preppy, and sometimes you’re country, you just have all these different looks… and when I say geek I mean like a cute geek.”

Anyway… so I’ve been having relationship issues, and I won’t get into what they were, but I’ve been struggling with what I wanted to do for the past few weeks. Even know I’m struggling with what I want to say about it. I guess I don’t really want to say much, except the end result is that Javi and I are no longer dating and he seems to be very upset with me.

It wasn’t his fault at all. He’s great and I love spending time with him and hanging out with him. That’s what make this so difficult. I’ve never had to stop seeing someone that I actually still liked. Usually all the boys I date do something to really piss me off and then I cut them loose with no sympathy. So yeah, this was all my fault and I let it drag out longer than I should have and upset Javi and he has every right to be pissed off at me.

I don’t know what I’m doing tonight and I’m not sure about the weekend either. The only things I know for sure are that I’m going tubing, just not sure what day (Sunday?), and I’m going to Latino night at Rainbow on Sunday. I have some DVDs from Netflix that I need to watch. I’ve got Are We There Yet, Straight Talk, and Vagon Fumador (Smokers Only).

I really hope I get some good rest on this 3-day weekend. Maybe a day spent out at the pool just lounging would be nice. I really do need to get some color on this pale body of mine. Of course, that should be accomplished when I got tubing as well.